Tuesday, September 30, 2014

Riding 100 miles – It's magical!


Okay, so I'm beginning to understand why people climb Everest. Don't get me wrong, I still think they are crazy, but I get it. There is something so satisfying about having a big goal and just going for it.

Somewhere the end of last season I got this crazy notion that I wanted to ride 100 miles and I just couldn't get it out of my head. I planned my whole season as a way of getting to 100 miles. I got myself more fit. I rode each ride thinking about what I wanted to work on to make 100 miles go better. We worked on starting calm and cool, staying loose and free all day, eating well, me being more aware of how I ride and really staying balanced and loose, practicing riding in the dark, really the list goes on and on.

Then about a week out from Oregon 100 this strange feeling hit me. I'd done all I could do, all that was left was to get packed, get over there and ride my ride. It was a strange feeling. I'd been working toward this for so long it was so strange to be so close and really have nothing left to do.

We headed over there on Thursday. Wow, was that nice. If you ride a 100, unless the ride is in your back yard, get there on Thursday. My horse was nice and calm, ate and drank like a champ and had plenty of time to settle in and recover.

Thursday I pre rode part of the trail with Dean. I was so proud of Bunny she stayed nice and calm, even though Rocket was wanting to race a bit. I could really see the progress we've made and that was so nice!

Friday I had plenty of time to take it easy, I really needed that. I've been really busy lately and it was so nice to be there, relax and have time to just chill and talk to people.

I had a nice chat with Carol Giles. She told me the ins and outs of all the loops and where she thought I should take it easy. I'm the kind of person who loves a plan so knowing as much as I can in advance helps me to really feel more relaxed about everything. I get a chance to think it all through, know how I want to ride and then just do it the day of.

I wrote out my plan. I've taken to having a written plan. I write out time estimates for all my loops. I write reminders to myself and then a list of things to do on my hold. That also helps my mom know what to help me with, what to have ready and when to expect me in camp. Thinking through all that just does me a wold of good!

As soon as the vet got there I headed over to vet. All A's and a heart rate of 32! Can't beat that. I was good to go. Ended up riding again with Dean and rode part of the last loop, which I knew I would be doing in the dark.

Then it was time to go to bed and try to sleep. I had a hard time going to sleep. I wasn't really that nervous I was just anxious to get started!

Four thirty came all to early but I was eager to get going. I went through my morning ritual, eat oatmeal, stretch myself and my horse, spend a bit of time in prayer and then saddle up. I rode around, gave the timer my number and then headed away from the start. I waiting five minutes after they opened the trail and then took off.

It was the best start we had ever had. It was just getting light and we just trucked down the trail nice and calm. We saw Lois Fox ahead of us but knew she would be going faster than us so we just hung back and enjoyed the scenery.

I saw some pronghorn antelope, watched the sun come up and was enjoying the smell of sage brush. Then all of a sudden I realized there was water running down my behind and legs. Figured out it had to be my camelbak leaking so I stopped to make sure it was closed all the way. It was so not really sure what else to do and not wanting to give up all my water ( I still had 20 miles to go on that first loop) I just kept going. After a while it quit leaking on me and life was better.

That first 25 miles went great. I passed two gals who were also riding their first 100. I saw the lead 50 coming up behind us just before the trot out at the out vet. Luckily she caught us right there so I just let Bunny eat while she left, which she did very nicely and calmly, and then we hit the trail again. She didn't get anxious or stupid at all. I was so proud of her!

Met a couple 25 miles riders just out from camp. Bunny was interested but stayed very controllable and calm. For her, I can not tell you what progress that is!

Trotted right in, pulsed right down and vetted great. One of the volunteers saw Bunny come in and said “Wow, look at the bone on that horse, that is a 5,000 miles horse”. That made me feel good. I'll be happy if we make it to 3,000 miles in our career but it sure is nice to hear others think highly of your horse.

Getting ready to vet after the first loop.
 
On the hold I discovered that the water bladder in my camelbak had a hole at the very top. I tried duck tape and then didn't fill it so full and hoped for the best.

After our hold we headed back out for 20 miles to the out vet. That was the longest 20 miles of the whole ride. First off my tape job didn't work so I got wet again, which lead to some chafe marks in all sorts of fun places. Then it got hot and the miles just seemed to drag a bit. I remembered Carol Giles telling me to sing if we got bogged down. I just recently joined the Walla Walla Coral Society and am trying to remembered how to be a soprano again so I worked on regaining my range. A little hard to do when you are bouncing along but it perked both of us up!

I got into the out vet not two far behind two other riders. Their horses took a bit to pulse down and were just pulsing down as I came in. I stripped Bunny's tack and she was down! I was so proud of her. She vetted great and we settled in for our hold.

All day that horse ate so well. She would put her nose down and eat everything in site till I pulled up her head to electrolyte her, put the bit back in and go. She did that every time. It was awesome. She also ate great on the trail. It meant she had good gut sounds and I never had to worry about that. So nice!

Like I said, nose in the food, every chance she got!
 
After our hold we had 16 miles back to camp. Those went great except that in my attempt to not get wet again I didn't get enough water. Yes, it didn't spill all over me but it ran out 45 minutes from camp.

The long road into camp, which you ride many times.
 
So I rode in hot and feeling very thirsty. Celina greeted me as I rode in and gave me some cold some sort of sports drink, which was awesome, and then Paige offered me her Camelbak. I asked if I could just borrow the water bladder from hers and she ran to get it. Endurance people are the best. They are so quick to help, even if it screws up their ride. That is part of what I love so much about this sport.

Bunny again vetted great and I felt good knowing we were over half way, 60 miles down, 40 to go!

After our hold we headed out for a 12 miles loop. Carol had warned me that the 12 miles loops were the hardest, more ups and downs than the other loops.

Just out of camp I caught Laura, a great gal who was also riding her first 100 on a little half appy, half arab. They had hit a little motivational lull and where happy to come hang out with the energizer Bunny.

I have to admit it was nice to have company. I had really debated about trying to find someone to ride with. But I worried about finding someone who truly wanted to ride like I did. I also worried that I wouldn't be able to keep Bunny calm at the start if we weren't alone. She tends to see other horses as competition, not companions.

We took it a tiny bit easier on this loop and just had a great time getting to know each other. When we came into camp Bunny pulsed right down again and Laura and I decided to try to ride the rest of the ride together if it worked.

So after another hold, during which I changed my clothes, that felt great I would highly recommend it. We headed back out again, just as the sun was setting. Bunny was happy to lead at a great chipper pace and away we went. It got dark and I discovered that I really needed the headlamp to see well enough to continue going at speed. My headlamp had a nice dim setting that didn't cast weird shadows but helped you see a little bit of what was coming.

I was excited to discover that we were able to maintain about the same speed we had on the previous 12 miles. I was worried we might have to slow down more in the dark. But Bunny just took it like a champ and away we went. I think the practice ahead of time helped us both.

So we got through that loop, Bunny again vetted great and we were on our last hold with 16 miles to go. I have to admit I was getting pretty tired. We were heading back out just after 10pm and that is past my bedtime. That was the point where the company was really nice!!!

Heading out on the last loop both neither of the horses were super energetic. I think they both thought for sure they were done, but no such luck. We let them walk for a while and just took it easy. At one point I walked on foot for a bit and when I got back on Bunny kind of went down on me a bit. I think what happened is that she wasn't paying attention and went to stretch just as I, who also wasn't paying attention, went to mount. I was worried and started having thoughts of getting pulled at the finish for her having a sore back. We walked some more and then I loosened my girth a bit and felt her back over all felt fine and this time she was rock solid when I mounted so I started feeling a little better. I couldn't help think of how rotten it would be to get pulled at the finish after riding 100 miles!

So we started to do some trotting and Bunny was great. She actually wanted to go faster, she was probably wondering why we were doing all this lollygagging in the dark. Laura tried to get her horse to lead but he wasn't sure and Bunny wasn't sure about something, maybe his rump rug. If he got to a certain point in passing her she would shy a bit, which isn't like her. I was looking to the side some trying to figure this out. Then Laura rode beside me for a while. I remember noticing that her headlamp was brighter than mine and cast a weird double shadow right in my line of vision. I didn't think much of it though.

Things were going good, we were trotting along and I was thinking to myself how good I felt for being 90 + miles into this ride. Sure I had some chafe marks, more than normal due to getting soaked twice. My calf muscles were tired but that was about it. I was enjoying myself and riding pretty darn centered for so many hours in the saddle!

Not 10 minutes after congratulating myself on how well I felt, I started to feel not so good. I asked Laura if we could stop for a minute so I could get off and walk on foot for a minute. When I stopped I realized that I was so dizzy I could barely get off my horse without falling on my head. I've never been so dizzy in my life. I got down and just hung out for a minute hoping the horrible feeling would go away. It didn't. Laura gave me something to drink and I ate something but it didn't help. Besides I'd been eating and drinking all a long. What the heck?

Shortly after that the gals who had been riding behind us all day caught up. They asked how we were and asked if I needed someone to come and get me. ABSOLUTLY not! I had ridden by this point about 94-95 miles. There was so way I was pulling. Worst case I had hours to go and would figure out some way to make it back to camp. I had come to far to quit!

The other gals moved on as they didn't have rump rugs and their horses started to shiver as soon as they stopped. I was glad that Laura and I had taken our rump rugs, just in case. A few minutes later I got on and decided I could stay on at a walk but just barely. I kept hoping it would get better and I could trot. But it never did.

So it was like the longest 5 miles in history. A slow walk, concentrating dead ahead and praying my horse didn't set one foot wrong or I'd probably fall off. She was a jewel, although she would have rather trotted off with the others toward camp.

The hardest part for me was feeling like a burden to others. I know if I was in Laura's shoes, I would have no trouble staying with someone who needed help. But I hated being that person who needed help. I pride myself in working hard, being prepared, pulling my own weight and being tough. Being so dizzy I could hardly stay on made me mad. I had to fight tears for a few miles and remind myself it was okay. Needing help is so much harder then being the one offering help.

Finally we made it. I had accepted that I was going to come into camp, not really be able to walk so I would need someone to vet my horse. It was still hard for me but I had reconciled myself to that. Luckily there are always people willing to help.

The good part about sitting in a chair on the sidelines is that I got to watch Bunny vet and see how truly good she looked after all those miles. Now that brought tears to my eyes. I was so proud of her!

I could hear Dr. Jen saying a whole lot of A's and then she turned to me and said “Congratulation on completing your first 100, your horse looks great, you did a great job!”. Maybe someday I'll win a race but I don't know if it can match the feeling I had at that moment. 

Vet card. Pretty darn good for 100 miles!


It's been an awesome season. Bunny and I have completed 385 endurance miles. Gotten to see lots of cool country, learned a lot and made some great memories. I'm already thinking about my goals for next season. I can't wait to see what it brings!

I got some great advice about dealing with vertigo and discovered I'm not alone! Others struggle with it. Someday I'll write a post about the details of what I learned but for now I think this is long enough.

I hope you all set some great goals for yourself and your equine partners next season and I hope you have a wonderful time working to achieve them!

This sport is the best!!!

Photo by Out of Stream Photography

Wednesday, September 17, 2014

100 miles – ready or not here we come!

It's almost here... After almost an entire year of planning and working toward this it's almost here. In a couple days Bunny and I will go 100 miles or give it our best shot and see how far we get.

I've been reading, re-reading, asking advice, planning, practicing riding in the dark and according to my husband way over thinking this.

I feel like Bunny is ready. She has just gotten stronger and stronger all season.

I'm feeling pretty good myself despite my hamstring not being quit 100%. I've got tape, stretching plans and back up drugs if needed.

I've tried to pack anything I can think of that I think I might need or want.

My basic plan is to take it nice and easy and steady all day. Trying to average between 7-7.5 mph. I'm going to talk to Carol Giles on Friday. She's offered to give me advice on the ride and I'm taking her up on it!

I think all that's left is to say a prayer and enjoy the ride!

Tuesday, September 2, 2014

Mt. Spokane – A great 55 miles!

Last week I started writing up a blog post to tell you about my goals for the ride, but I ran out of time and didn't get it finished. So here is the short version.

I wanted to practice another nice and easy start. I had heard the ride was going to be tough with lots of elevation changes, so I was planning to average 7mph on the first loop (25 miles) and then take it from there. Finishing this ride meant we would have more than 250 miles for the season, 285 to be exact. I was excited about that. That was one of my goals for this season. Finishing this ride was also important since essentially it was my depletion ride for doing 100 miles at Oregon 100 in three weeks.

So we got to the ride and set up camp. That was a bit of a challenge. I've never had such tight camping spaces. They did a great job squeezing people in, but it was tight. It took us a bit to figure out how to make it work. But we got it done and got everybody settled in.

My friend Kandi came along to do her first LD (Limited Distance) 25 miles ride on my sister's horse Belle. Kandi and I pre rode the first 3 miles of the trail. Bunny was good but pretty full of it. I've learned over the years that when it comes to riding, Bunny doesn't see other horses as her buddy, she sees them as competition. We've been training with Belle the last couple months and it's been good for us. We've been leap frogging and doing lots of things to try to help Bunny chill. I think we are making progress but we still have a long ways to go.

Bunny is intense when she is with other horses. I was thinking about it after out last ride. I honestly feel there is a switch inside of her that flips and she feels she must catch and pass every horse. She's such a people pleaser I started to wonder if I could make it clear to her that I really her to relax maybe it would make a difference. It had to be something other than just holding her back and making her mind. So that was in the back of my mind as I prepared for our ride.

In the morning it was hard to keep her calm. It was a small camp, emotions were high and there was no place to get away from it. We did the best we could, stayed away from as much as we could and nicely trotted out of camp 10 minutes after the start. She was good, but not as calm as she would have been had there been a place to get out of the riot.

So we headed out nice and easy. She was pretty good but every time we would see another horse she would try to yank my arms off in her attempts to catch them. I keep toying with the idea of trying another bit on her. Someday maybe I'll fill you in on my journey with that so far. I keep tossing it around in my mind. I would like to be able to get through to her without pulling so hard but then at home she has got the lightest mouth ever and I don't want to ruin that.

Once we got about 10 miles out we headed up on a pretty good climb. There was lovely grass on the side of the road so we started trotting for a quarter of a mile or so and then getting a bite to eat. At first it took a minute or two to get her out of her “must fly down the trail mode” so she would take a bite. But after we had done it a half dozen times or so she was getting pretty good at it. Each time I praised her and patted her and each time she relaxed a bit more.

This was huge progress for her. Before I've had a hard time getting her to eat without just parking her off the trail and getting off and giving her a few minutes to realize we are here to eat, not keep going down the trail. This was the first time we were successfully grazing on the go.

It was a great way to break up our climb too. The few seconds she took to take a bite would help her heart rate drop and then we'd be back at it again.

Oh, did I mention that the first loop you climbed a mountain, went around the back side of it and then back down again? Good stuff. I was so proud of how well my horse did. 

Us at the vet check.


I came into camp right on time for how fast I planned to ride that loop. My horse was down when I got to camp. She ate pretty good, not quite as well as I would have like but pretty good. We had a 1 hour hold and then we headed out on a 15 mile loop.

This loop we did a bit faster, it didn't have quite the elevation changes that the first did. I ended up having a guy ride behind me most of that loop. At one point after a water stop he headed out in front. I tried following him but Bunny got all chargy and stupid and didn't want to listen to me, so I let him go. Later on some climbs I caught him again and he followed me into camp. Bunny has no problem with horses who follow her in a sane manner, she just doesn't want to be the one following. Maybe someday, or maybe not.

When we were coming into camp at the end of the second loop we met like six people and Bunny got a little hyped going into the vet check so it took her a few minutes to pulse down. She vetted great though and we headed to our trailer for a 45 minute hold. This time she dug in and ate everything in site! We headed back out on our last 15 mile loop, the second loop backwards. I felt like I had more horse than the previous loop. We met some people finishing the loop the other way but that was about it. We spent most of the time trucking along by ourselves. She was feeling good!!! I sang and thought a lot about how amazing my life is. I have a wonderful family, great friends, all who help me do this sport I love and even though my current financial situation is not what I wish it was, life is good and I feel like I'm living it to the fullest, oh and I've been blessed by a wonderful horse. Doesn't get a whole lot better than that, of course I was thinking this was going through some beautiful country as well.

Us heading out on our last loop. Still plenty of horse power.


Toward the end of that last loop my leg started to hurt. You see about six weeks ago I strained my left hamstring. I was talking it though with my PT friend. She said her guess is that hurting my foot (the left one) and walking on a crutch and boot and limping for a long time that all the muscles in that leg shortened, with all the miles I've done the hamstring has stretched out a little faster than it was ready to. My friend taped me, which really helped. The hamstring itself didn't so much hurt as feel week and tired, but I think it caused me to ride a bit off which meant my calf on that side got really tight and the last couple miles my shin started to hurt too. Something that hasn't happened in a long time. So I slowed down a bit for me.

We crossed the finish line 20th place out of 34 starts in 7 hours and 35 minutes. My horse vetted great including good gut sounds! She would have been happy to head right back out again. We now have 285 miles for the season which makes me happy. I love meeting goals, it's just part of my personality.

Now I'm looking forward to my last goal of the season. On September 20, Bunny and I are going to try to go 100 miles at Oregon 100. Currently I'm the most concerned about my leg. My PT friend said she's going to help me figure out how to manage that the best way possible. Also right before this last ride I way over did it with some intense kickboxing, no more of that.

I've thought a lot about it. Would I rather do something like a 75 at Jubilee, which I know we can do with no trouble? The answer is no. I really want to try a 100. I just want to do it. It's hard to explain. I've been working toward it all season and we are going to go for it. If we have to pull for me or for her than we will, but if not you'll us coming into camp sometime after dark with big smiles on our faces!

So I'm going to spend the next few weeks rehabbing my leg and getting all the advice I can to formulate my plan for the ride. If you have advice, feel free to tell me!!!

Till then, I hope you are reaching for your own goals, whatever that may be. And just maybe getting out of your comfort zone a bit.